You fall in love, and you can’t do anything about it. All you can do is admit it, take your “me against the world” mentality, apply it and fight every obstacle in your way. Never give up.

Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.

We flatter those we scarcely know,
We please the fleeting guest,
And deal full many a thoughtless blow
To those who love us best

Here is the natural instinct and here is control, you are to combine the two in harmony. If you have one to the extreme, you will be very unscientific and if you have another to the extreme, you become, all of a sudden, a mechanical man. No longer a human being. So therefore it is a successful combination of the two. The idea is not pure naturalness or unnaturalness. The ideal is unnatural naturalness or natural unnaturalness.

Almost always, the creative dedicated minority has made the world better.

If u noe smt is worth it, you should fight for it. Never give up.

(via iamawinrar)

Being alcoholic is the best decision that i’ve ever made. The morning after is the biggest regret i’ve ever had. When your regrets catch up to your presence, It is time to move on.

In a Dark Time